You cought me!!

These kind of feelings belong to another kind of world,
How can be possible that in each beating of his hearth also yours beat
but even faster, stronger and in a way that cannot be explained.

I should not be thinking this, cause these makes me feel
crazier or even more dunk about things that are not near of the normal
situation or reality. How I supposed to act about these, this fire was
nothing to be scared of, but now I don´t really know if even is on my hands
to be stopped.

Fire or not, you are burning my soul, not in a strong and painful way, but in the
way, to be thinking about you more than I should.
God I am even writing about something that is not, but must be unreal.
Can someone help this desert, give water please, since when this world
has become so evil, in a way that they don`t even matter if I die because of
water. Oh god, may I forget these, or just think that it going to continue been
the time, the one who`s going to tell what are real feelings, cause I got so
much time or at least enough time or too much for me that I have been
asking for that answer.

I just get know that this awkward feeling that you make in me, is bigger
than yesterday. And what this supposed to mean for you? Well kiss me and
I will tell you more, and if you still not understanding, so kiss me again
no just because you want it, also because I need it.

Marjel Espinoza Ortiz
10 Diciembre 2009
Nicaragua.

2 mucho of U

Yesterday was so shiny and wonderful;
Wow I though, but these crazy feeling
that I said, I was not going to be able to forget it now
I don`t even Know if I want to keep them in my memory.

May I speak to your heart and tell to him than please don´t
damage mine. I must tell, this is just product of weird and not
controllable feelings that come from my young and not grown
imagination. But I must tell, that you must be my water, cause I need
you a lot, and all the time. Your arms must be fire cause each
time you hug me there is something that hurts, but at the same
time I’m screaming inside to don´t stop because I love it. And even you
haven´t kiss me, I must said Your lips are that protein I need
cause when they are near of mines, my stomach jump and make strange
and loud sounds.

Each time you make me laugh is like a bunch of memories that doesn`t
exist, but I don´t care cause you will be the person which I’m going to make
those, become truth. If I could Know what does this new sensations mean, I
swear
I never be able to tell you, I’m such a coward but these is me.
I prefer to live all my entire life with these, than you reject me, cause that will
make
I just lose control. Keep me inside your heart; never forget that between you
and me there is more that blood.

Marjel Espinoza Ortiz
Diciembre 2009
Nicaragua